Dealing with imperfection

Malam tadi buat pertama kalinya aku dapat mengamati dapur aku. (Punyalah busy)...

 

Owh tidak.

 

Aku ternampak sesuatu.

 

 

En H telah menampal / membaiki tiles dapur tu dengan tidak balancenya. Dan dia pecahkan tiles tu dan cuba sembunyikan dengan simen putih.

 

 

Di antara 2 plug point pulak ada gap kosong. Owh tidakkkkk... kenapa aku nampak menda ni?

 

 

Selepas dah tahu trick dia tu, dan selepas kejadian black out dan wayar live "bahagian En H di dapur", I decided, I do not want to pay the remaining Rm280 to him.

 

 

Masih lagi sakit hati bila dia implying, "dia harap I tak lari dari bayar balance kat dia". Aku lambat bayar balance tu sebab orang cabinet belum pasang hood. Wayar hood tu dia buat. Wayar oven pun dia buat. True enough bila nak buat, wayar2 tu ada pulak masalahnya.

 

 

Huhu. First of all, I am not kind (tak bayar hutang, dosa tu). 2nd of all, berapa banyak jubin dia potong dengan recklessnya tu I kena ganti dan beli, I kena bayar ke dia kena bayar? Dan sebab I bimbang, I upah the indonesian untuk tolong dia potong jubin, dia bayar ke I bayar?

 

 

Dan bila dia salah advise to plumber dan tiles kena bukak balik, yang bayar indonesian tu I ke dia ek?

 

Memula sebab dia tu orang tua, dan I pun nak suka2 duduk rumah tu tak nak ingat kisah pahit, nak saja I bayar.

 

 

Tapi, bila dapat ayat2 yang menyakitkan hati dan masa blackout tu dia refuse to come and blame it to developer, I think it is beyond my patience lagilah.

 

 

So I nak tunggu dia sms minta duit, then maybe after that I will calculate the kerugian yang I alami to rectify his fault and see what say him.

 

 

I do not know how to "buat bodoh" sebab I felt that I need to do a round of coordination. dan belum boleh close lagi chapter dapur ni. Which is very frustrating.

Hujan

Bila hujan, pintu dapur tu  akan mengalir air hujan dari luar masuk dengan derasnya melalui celah2 pintu dapur... tak daya den nak complaint.

 

I just hate conflict and then I have to do another round of coordination.

Fans


Fans cantik, mahal, tapi si David pasang, speed 1, 2 ok but 3,4 bunyi "clucking sound". Both Deka brand.

Alpha brand. Emergency light, when the fan off, the lights will be on.


Another round of coordination to get the technician to come and take a look at that.


Washer

I did not plan to buy a 2nd washer at the beginning. Sebab tu I let go the old washer. 

 

 

Tapi washer BEKO brand aku beli tu was making an aeroplane sound. So sebab takut guna dan tunggu technician lama sangat. I have to buy a 2nd washer.

 

 

8kg for RM680 - to me, reasonable price. So I bought.

 

 

Malam tadi I tried the BEKO washer again, and it made the same sound. So I called the technician again. Next week only they will come. Another round of waiting.

 

 

I am telling you, these make me restless. I just hate it. I should be moving on to other phase/other projects. But the old projects issues are still there to haunt moi. But anyway, syukur. Allah nak I belajar bersabar, take things at times, and learn to deal with imperfection and to accept this with more wisdom.